I think its safe to say that I'm single. as much as I hate it I'm actually happy. I don't have someone harrassing me all the time to see what I'm doing. love is nothing more then An emotion that you only have once. maybe twice. its safe to say that I don't want to feel that emotion anymore. live my life go to work and enjoy the freedom. because it ( Read more... )

sometimes life gets off track and you want to just give up everything. I can't seem to get back on track with anything. wishes never seem to come true and broken promises is all I ever seem to get.. all I want is for these kids to respect me and I can't seem yo get that. all I want is for them to help out more and I can't seem to get that either.. ( Read more... )

well these past few days have been one of the worst.. I can't seem to get my head on straight these days. stacia is in Ohio for a month and I feel so lost without her. then I have samm that doesn't want to listen to me and make life sometimes not so easy. Contstant argueing and fighting and her laziness is really starting to get irritating... ( Read more... )

hello LJ friends. been busy lately with kids and trying to find work.. its been so long since ive had to find a job that getting out there and trying to find something that i really want.. for the last three months i have been working for a cleaning company but didnt really like it. and now because of family issues my hrs have been cut.. sucks.. so ( Read more... )

hello LJ friends.. been awhile since I updated.. well a week or so.. but I have not heard anything from Kortney since I talked to her last week.. I'm not going to push the issue with her I'm going to let her figure all this out in her head but the fear of my aunt telling her more negitive things is huge. my aunt told her that I was some crazy woman ( Read more... )